Mars 2011, di Arif, negga amussu n imeḥḍarn di tmezgida mani ttuɣa qqarɣ tabakalurit. Qbel, ttuɣa neffeɣ ca n twalatin aked umussu n 20 brayer, nec d baba. Twala ɣer twala, ttuɣa ttemsagareɣ di zzenqet aked lmurecciḥ n dcar, ttemharwadeɣ akid-s di pulitik n tmurt.
Ijjen wass n jjemɛa, lefqi n ddcar, istexṭeb x “Azul”, yenna x yenni yeqqaren Azul aqa d “lmunafiqin”. Tteggen ixef-nsen d imselmen, maca d timessi adu ulum. Ddcar-nneɣ ttuɣa dag-s nec weḥdi i yeqqern azul. Ass-nni, tamezgida tekmel txezzer-dd dag-i. A s-tinid nec d “Bulahab”, senni, kksen xaf-i marra, ula d iskajiyyen.
Dinni, xarrseɣ ad beddleɣ axarres i tarwa n ddcar, a ten-adseɣ, a kid-sen ssiwleɣ, a ten-sfaqeɣ x usirḍ n walli i dasen-ittwaggen. Maca aẓru a dak-isel, iwdan-nneɣ lla. Cek ad teqqard nitni a xaf-k tterran s: “Maca neccin d imselmen.”, “Maca lmexzen yejhed”, “yenna-t lefqih”.
Anebdu i dd-yusin awarn-as, xerrseɣ ad ugureɣ, wer dd-tedwileɣ ɣer taɣyuli. Minzi 21 iseggʷusa ttwaliɣ amxumbel di lmexzen, aseggʷas-nni ufiɣ iceddan dag-neɣ illan. Afsay-nsen deg ufus-nneɣ, maca nugi a t-nefsi. Dinni bdiɣ swejjadeɣ ad rewleɣ, ad rewleɣ zeg aytma!!
Ass melmi i dd-teffeɣ viza, yesseqsa-yi ijjen mmi-s n ɛzizi: Cḥal i xef dd-ɣa-tdewled?!
Nniɣ-as: Ijjen tmenya niɣ d ɛecra n iseggʷusa, mala ibeddel ca!
Wer kemmleɣ ca x wawal-inu, minzi aẓuyyet n tmurt d yemma, yerra-yi mkul azgen n useggʷas niɣ d aseggʷas ɣer Arif. Setta n twalatin “hekkʷiɣ” di 4 n iseggʷusa. Rriɣ Arif am hekkʷu ɣer temdint. Maca kulci d wenni.
Sebɛa n iseggʷusa d cehrayen d 20 n wussan x wass amezgaru melmi dd-ugureɣ. 4 n iseggʷusa d cehrayn d 17 n wussan wer ẓriɣ Arif, wer ẓriɣ yemma. Melmi ttseqsiɣ imeddukal day-i yudsen “min ibeddlen?!” Ḍeḥḥken tterran-dd xafi:”qat ɛad d tenni”. “taɣyuli tettraḥ mɣar min trenni”.
7 iseggusa ddreɣ dag-sen akd legnus n umaḍal merra, wer jjiɣ lgens i wer ggiɣ d amddukel, niɣ wer cciɣ aɣrum-nnes. Ttexseɣ ad fehmeɣ min yejjin Arifi i yeddren di ddell, yugi ad yender taɣyuli. Tidet waha, ɛad wer ssineɣ!!
Wer ssineɣ min ittejjan aterras yeqqar-ak: “d tidet min teqqerd.” Maca wer zzag-s ittegg. Min ittejjan Arifi yessen belli d lmexzen i dag-s yeẓẓun tukkarhi, taqbilt, aseḥqer i temɣart, leɛgez… waxxa amenni ittagi a zag-s yeffeɣ. Rni xaf-s aɛeffar axmi netta waha i yellan sennej i tmurt-a!
Arifi nniḍen ittwalan ixf-nes d ilelli, ifaq, yender xaf-s taɣyuli. Yugi ad yelmed belli lmexzen mala wer xaf-s nemɛiwin marra, wer x-as netteɣlib. Yugi ad yessen belli iwdan i wer ilmiden ad smquddan jer wewtem d tewtemt, ad qeblen ayawya, ad slen i yijjen d wenniḍen, ad ssizdgen tamurt-nsen ad tt-ḥḍan, ɛemmers ad kkren aked lmexzem i dasen-yeccin tiseqqar-nsen.
Deg wawal aneggar ssawaleɣ x yijjen Arif d yijjen Urifi wer llin di tidet, ad yili ɛemmers ma ttuɣa llan. Maca aqqa-ten di turjit n waṭṭas n trifiyin tilelliyin d irifiyen ilelliyen. Aṭṭas wer tterrin taynit i wi xaf-sen ɣa iḥekmen mintra iḍemmen-asen tiseqqar d izerfan-nsen. Maca ksin amnus kṭer i suyetma-tsen d aytma-tsen i yeddren jer tukkarhi, d tiggʷdi, mala temsebdid deg uxarres.
Ass melmi i dd-ugureɣ, ksiɣ akid-i ijjen tkemmict n ucal n ddcar mani xelqeɣ gmiɣ. Ksiɣ akid-i ula d Arif, maca ijjen Arif tturjiɣ-t. wer dag-s ddreɣ ca, ijjen Arif ssitimeɣ ad yili ca n wass, mala texsem!
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